It is amazing how the simple things that are often taken for granted such as faith, prayer, fasting, and a sincere heart can be the paths that lead to a connection with God. Last night after watching Run’s House and eating a ice cream sundae from Baskin Robins (cold stone is bomb, but sometimes you have to go back to the “old landmark” (you would have had to grow up in church to get that!), I went to sleep with a myriad of emotions and thoughts regarding my responsibilities and things that need to happen. If we are not careful our natural situations can bombard our thoughts to the degree that our connection with the supernatural God is impeded by natural situations, instead of our Supernatural God impacting our natural situations.
I woke up this morning at 4am, and my immediate response was turn over and go back to sleep until the Today show to come on, but my Spirit tugged with desperation to connect with the presence of God. Even at the threshold of an encounter with God, my situations and things on my agenda came to my head, my personal inventory and where I desire be as a person began to inundate my mind, and what would have been prayer, was about to turn to contemplation and analysis. But my faith and desire for God prohibited me from becoming a prisoner of my own analysis and robbing me of my prayer time. I am reminded of when Jesus was in the garden of Gethsemane and the bible declares, after taking Peter, James, and John with him to pray, KJV Matthew 26:38 Then saith he unto them, My soul is exceeding sorrowful, even unto death: tarry ye here, and watch with me. Jesus could have stopped with his feelings regarding his situation, but the bible says. And he went a little further, and fell on his face, and prayed, saying, O my Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me: nevertheless not as I will, but as thou wilt.
I have discovered this morning, that your breakthrough, your Spiritual shift will occur if you have the courage to go a little further. The moment we step outside of our comfort zones, out of the norm, what we are accustomed to our faith will become the bridge that leads us to an encounter with God. Worship takes us a little further. In his presence there truly is fullness of joy. Bishop Swancy who Pastors the Peace Apostolic church told me that my grandmother who influenced my life in indescribable measures, used to sing a song called “In the garden.” This words of the song, say “…And He walks with me, and He talks with me and He tells me I am His own, and the joy that we share as we tarry there, none other has ever known.” Marvin Sapp does a phenomenal rendition of this song as well.
It is in the morning when thing are silent and tranquil, while it is still dark outside, as the new day dawns that I felt the embrace of God’s Spirit. I began to listen to his voice in prayer, listen to his word, and then I watched Deitrick Haddon presents…Voices of Unity “Together in Worship.” As the songs were playing, God was speaking, depositing into m Spirit. In enjoy “professional” encounters with God that prepare me to share publicly, but it is the “personal” encounter in the morning that reminds me that God and I have a secret place that we share. My mom and I used to have devotion in the morning before leaving school @ 6:50am. We would read a scripture, sing a song, and pray. Didn’t catch the significance at the time, but train up a child in the way they should go and when they are old, they will not depart from it. A married couple that is in a covenant relationship understands the value of communication. They must communicate in multiple scenarios. But perhaps one of the most significant scenarios is in the bed, “pillow talk” where they are transparent before one another in a way that they haven’t been before. While prayer is essential, don’t sleep on the power of devotion, “pillow talk.” The next time God nudges you wake up and become intoxicated by His presence, you won’t regret it.
Friday, August 8, 2008
Thursday, July 24, 2008
It's Not You, It's Me
Amidst my frustration and disappointment with God, yes I get frustrated and disappointed with God at times. I took specific time to get in His presence and discovered so much about me that I hadn’t seen or maybe I did see it previously, but tried to ignore it. Think of it this way, God created us in His image and in His likeness. (Genesis 1:26) When we are in His presence it is like standing in front of a mirror, and we are able to see our imperfections and areas for improvement. Avoiding the mirror only causes one to live in denial, although denial is comfortable temporarily, it only delays adjustments that must be made.
Instead of always analyzing and contemplating how God does or doesn’t come through for me, I decided to think about how do I show up for Him? What kind of bride am I to my bridegroom?
Communication- No relationship can exist without communication. Communication of all kinds, including email, text messages, phone calls, and face to face connection are all contributors towards establishing a healthy relationship. I don’t always make God a priority like I should. Our conversations are quick, and the frequency of our conversations increases when I need something, or when issues are pressing in my life. Often times we don’t even have dialogues, but monologues and I do all the talking, and many times I don’t wait for a response from Him, but proceed to do things my way. When a text comes I respond immediately, when a phone call comes, I answer immediately, but when God seeks to call me, how many times have I let it go to voicemail? It is as if I have no regard for Your feelings. I am so busy seeing it from my perspective, that I rarely if ever even stop to consider your perspective.
Intimacy- When was the last time I held Your hand? When was the last time we were face to face? When was the last time we shared eye contact? When was the last time we had uninterrupted contact where You had all of my attention. When was the last time I made myself vulnerable and let You know that my mission was to please You, and You alone? When was the last time I let you know that I get satisfaction, from making you satisfied? When was the last time I preferred You over me?
Gratitude- When was the last time I said thank you for the little things? I take you for granted, as if you owe me new mercies every morning, breath, and a health. Even when You come through on what I consider “big things” (as if the things I take for granted I could have done myself) my thank you sounds like, “Good lookin out God” “Thanks!” If only the intensity of my asking and desire could match the intensity of my gratitude. I know You already know, but I still want You to hear it from me. No relationship can develop and flourish without reciprocity. So tonight I am coming back to say thank You. Far too long I’ve been like the 9 lepers who were healed and walked away, but tonight, I strive to be like the 1 who came back to say thank you and walked away not just healed, but whole. (Luke 17:12-19)
Initiation- If one party always initiates love, the initiating party begins to question, do they love me as much as I love them? As a result pride can set in, and both parties interact from a safe-zone based on fear. Now instead of unrestricted love, what you have is a chess match based on strategy, which comes from the mind and not the heart. Fortunately God you are not like man, You are love, and perfect love cast out all fear. (I John 4:18) Teach me how to love you, not the way I think you should be loved, but the way you want to be loved.
I will never forget the day you gave me my engagement ring, May 17, 1992. You gave me the earnest of my inheritance. You gave me your Spirit as a gift to let me know that we would be together forever. I even remember doing a message at the CWC Ashby location called, “We are meant to be Together” (Ephesians 1:13-14). As we get closer to the date of your return for me, Your bride, I don’t want the ceremony without the love. We do well in public, but I want to reach for you more in private. You deserve better. As I type with tears in my eyes, I want you to know it’s not you, it’s me. I am often afraid to acknowledge how desperate I am for you, because desperation leads to vulnerability and vulnerability can bring hurt. But, the fact is you roll model this self sacrificing love for me constantly. When I sin, I crucify you afresh, and yet you open Yourself back up time after time! No more excuses! You haven’t disappointed me, I have disappointed you. I love you Jesus, my heart beats for you. I am putting you back where you belong, as the first priority in my life, the object of my affection. KJV Psalm 63:8 “My soul followeth hard after thee: thy right hand upholdeth me.” You have chased after me, but now the hunter will become the hunted. As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God. Jesus I love you.
Instead of always analyzing and contemplating how God does or doesn’t come through for me, I decided to think about how do I show up for Him? What kind of bride am I to my bridegroom?
Communication- No relationship can exist without communication. Communication of all kinds, including email, text messages, phone calls, and face to face connection are all contributors towards establishing a healthy relationship. I don’t always make God a priority like I should. Our conversations are quick, and the frequency of our conversations increases when I need something, or when issues are pressing in my life. Often times we don’t even have dialogues, but monologues and I do all the talking, and many times I don’t wait for a response from Him, but proceed to do things my way. When a text comes I respond immediately, when a phone call comes, I answer immediately, but when God seeks to call me, how many times have I let it go to voicemail? It is as if I have no regard for Your feelings. I am so busy seeing it from my perspective, that I rarely if ever even stop to consider your perspective.
Intimacy- When was the last time I held Your hand? When was the last time we were face to face? When was the last time we shared eye contact? When was the last time we had uninterrupted contact where You had all of my attention. When was the last time I made myself vulnerable and let You know that my mission was to please You, and You alone? When was the last time I let you know that I get satisfaction, from making you satisfied? When was the last time I preferred You over me?
Gratitude- When was the last time I said thank you for the little things? I take you for granted, as if you owe me new mercies every morning, breath, and a health. Even when You come through on what I consider “big things” (as if the things I take for granted I could have done myself) my thank you sounds like, “Good lookin out God” “Thanks!” If only the intensity of my asking and desire could match the intensity of my gratitude. I know You already know, but I still want You to hear it from me. No relationship can develop and flourish without reciprocity. So tonight I am coming back to say thank You. Far too long I’ve been like the 9 lepers who were healed and walked away, but tonight, I strive to be like the 1 who came back to say thank you and walked away not just healed, but whole. (Luke 17:12-19)
Initiation- If one party always initiates love, the initiating party begins to question, do they love me as much as I love them? As a result pride can set in, and both parties interact from a safe-zone based on fear. Now instead of unrestricted love, what you have is a chess match based on strategy, which comes from the mind and not the heart. Fortunately God you are not like man, You are love, and perfect love cast out all fear. (I John 4:18) Teach me how to love you, not the way I think you should be loved, but the way you want to be loved.
I will never forget the day you gave me my engagement ring, May 17, 1992. You gave me the earnest of my inheritance. You gave me your Spirit as a gift to let me know that we would be together forever. I even remember doing a message at the CWC Ashby location called, “We are meant to be Together” (Ephesians 1:13-14). As we get closer to the date of your return for me, Your bride, I don’t want the ceremony without the love. We do well in public, but I want to reach for you more in private. You deserve better. As I type with tears in my eyes, I want you to know it’s not you, it’s me. I am often afraid to acknowledge how desperate I am for you, because desperation leads to vulnerability and vulnerability can bring hurt. But, the fact is you roll model this self sacrificing love for me constantly. When I sin, I crucify you afresh, and yet you open Yourself back up time after time! No more excuses! You haven’t disappointed me, I have disappointed you. I love you Jesus, my heart beats for you. I am putting you back where you belong, as the first priority in my life, the object of my affection. KJV Psalm 63:8 “My soul followeth hard after thee: thy right hand upholdeth me.” You have chased after me, but now the hunter will become the hunted. As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God. Jesus I love you.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Jesus is the RockStar!
Two adjectives that describe our current world are Unstable and Dark. It seems as if nothing is constant, but everything is fluctuating and changing. Our government is unstable, the housing market is unstable, our economy is unstable, gas prices aren’t just unstable but ridiculous! All of us have directly or indirectly been affected by this instability. If we are honest, we must acknowledge that instability is not just around us, but at times also within us. We fluctuate between fear and faith, confidence and doubt, and optimism and pessimism. Because of the appearance of our situations our trust and reliance on God begins to waver. As I was praying this afternoon, I asked God to allow me to separate my faith and expectation in Him from particular outcomes. This is easier said than done. When I experience disappointment or my expectations aren’t met, I have an inclination to become frustrated with God. But today, I started (again!) a new practice of acknowledging God as sovereign despite outcomes. I can’t limit an infinite God to my finite expectations. I have decided to rest in his peace and stability and take solace in the fact that He alone (without my help) knows what’s best for me, and I want His will far above my will, and God wants what is best for me far more than I want what is best for myself! I believe those who are connected to God, will not have high highs or low lows because the have a peace that passes all understanding and recognize that God is fulcrum that brings life into balance.
It doesn’t take a theologian to determine that we are living in what the bible characterizes as “Perilous Times.” (II Timothy 3, read it!) The degradation of our society that was once subtle is now blatant. It is so pervasive that now we are often desensitized to the ills of our world. CNN says breaking news so much that I don’t even hesitate before turning the channel. Most of the music on the charts contains messages that clearly contradict the word of God. What we call music today is characterized, by the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life. While we are hypnotized by a good beat, misogynist lyrics and messages of darkness are subliminally implanted into the minds of youth and young adults across the world.
In the midst of this instability we as Christians have a Rock that is stable and constant. David said, “When my heart is overwhelmed lead me to the Rock that is higher than I.” (Psalm 61) NAS Psalm 18:2 The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, My God, my rock, in whom I take refuge; My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. NIV Psalm 18:31 For who is God besides the LORD? And who is the Rock except our God? Jesus is the same yesterday, today, and forever; therefore we don’t have to fear change, because we are connected to what will never change. If our commitment and praise is connected to the Rock, then storms may come but our faith and commitment to God will yet remain.
Not only is Jesus our Rock, but He is our Star. When darkness covered the earth, God said, “Let there be light” and light appeared. When Jesus Christ was born, a star illuminated the sky from the East. Jesus encourages us KJV John 12:36 While ye have light, believe in the light, that ye may be the children of light. In His Sermon on the Mount, he said, KJV “Matthew 5:16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.”
While we are living in dark times, we have an unprecedented opportunity to shine like never before! Don’t hesitate or contemplate, Seize the moment, and take advantage of every opportunity to shine for Christ.
So on August 17, 2008 Get Ready! The Youth and Young Adults of Covenant Worship Center are going to declare that “Jesus is the RockStar!” This will be the day where we will magnify our savior who transcends both instability and darkness. This will be a “Christian Worship Experience” like none other, complete with various expressions of worship and praise that all bring glory to God! Come with a Spirit of Praise and Expectation as we lift up or Rock and our Star, Jesus Christ!
It doesn’t take a theologian to determine that we are living in what the bible characterizes as “Perilous Times.” (II Timothy 3, read it!) The degradation of our society that was once subtle is now blatant. It is so pervasive that now we are often desensitized to the ills of our world. CNN says breaking news so much that I don’t even hesitate before turning the channel. Most of the music on the charts contains messages that clearly contradict the word of God. What we call music today is characterized, by the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life. While we are hypnotized by a good beat, misogynist lyrics and messages of darkness are subliminally implanted into the minds of youth and young adults across the world.
In the midst of this instability we as Christians have a Rock that is stable and constant. David said, “When my heart is overwhelmed lead me to the Rock that is higher than I.” (Psalm 61) NAS Psalm 18:2 The LORD is my rock and my fortress and my deliverer, My God, my rock, in whom I take refuge; My shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold. NIV Psalm 18:31 For who is God besides the LORD? And who is the Rock except our God? Jesus is the same yesterday, today, and forever; therefore we don’t have to fear change, because we are connected to what will never change. If our commitment and praise is connected to the Rock, then storms may come but our faith and commitment to God will yet remain.
Not only is Jesus our Rock, but He is our Star. When darkness covered the earth, God said, “Let there be light” and light appeared. When Jesus Christ was born, a star illuminated the sky from the East. Jesus encourages us KJV John 12:36 While ye have light, believe in the light, that ye may be the children of light. In His Sermon on the Mount, he said, KJV “Matthew 5:16 Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.”
While we are living in dark times, we have an unprecedented opportunity to shine like never before! Don’t hesitate or contemplate, Seize the moment, and take advantage of every opportunity to shine for Christ.
So on August 17, 2008 Get Ready! The Youth and Young Adults of Covenant Worship Center are going to declare that “Jesus is the RockStar!” This will be the day where we will magnify our savior who transcends both instability and darkness. This will be a “Christian Worship Experience” like none other, complete with various expressions of worship and praise that all bring glory to God! Come with a Spirit of Praise and Expectation as we lift up or Rock and our Star, Jesus Christ!
Friday, July 11, 2008
I'm Hungry
So I am taking courses at Fuller Theological Seminary, Pasadena campus. The class is Presbyterian Creeds and my original intention was to satisfy a church history requirement, but God’s intentions as usual superseded mine. From the moment arrived, I noticed I was, well, let’s just say different. I’m the only student from the Northern California Campus, the only student who is African American, and the only non Presbyterian. Immediately these differences manifested themselves in regards to doctrines of the trinity, being taught as if they were law since it was established at the Nicene Creed (interestingly enough this meeting was held in Nicaea, where we get the word Nike meaning victory) I mentioned that some would argue (whenever you have a contradictory point, keep it general by saying “Some would argue” even though the some maybe you, then the argument isn’t personal) that there is only one God who has manifested Himself as Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, as opposed to 3 persons, which would lend itself to the notion that there are 3 God’s, besides never in scripture can you find the term “God the Son” and one if the primary teachings is that the Lord our God is one. I shared with the class that often Pentecostal believers are labeled charismatic, and are defined by their tongue speaking, clamorous worship and expression. As a result people will seek these signs instead of seeking the Holy Spirit that produces these signs. For the bible says, KJV Mark 16:17 And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues; They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover. I reaffirmed that we don’t seek after signs, but signs seek after us!
With all of this said, I could have easily hid behind my denominational and doctrinal walls, but hiding behind walls doesn’t benefit anyone. The real Holy Spirit, doesn’t come to divide but rather unite. I lowered my walls and shared the how my theology and beliefs come from scripture and not from denomination or tradition. I have met amazing people especially my small group who have a love and passion for God. We had a guest speaker, The Reverend Robert Whitaker, who contradicted Presbyterian tradition by embracing the Pentecostal experience and received, punishment, criticism, and in some cases ostracism. He firmly believes in the power of the Holy Ghost, open to manifestations and demonstrations of the Spirit, and of course speaking in tongues. When asked what prompted him to go beyond his tradition and denominational stance, he said it was hunger, that there was something more, that he wanted what they had. I pray that God will never allow me to become complacent, but that I will always be hungry for more of God, His presence, and His power.
Another speaker named Dick Mills; a powerful man who has been on the 700 Club over 13 times, spoke and then began to give words of prophecy. Immediately, J Moss came on in my mind “Everybody Ain’t got a word” “Here we go, no parking lot prophets, no get rich in 30 days, and how much will the offering be?” Notice here that I almost shut down my ability to receive based on my assumption that I already knew. There is a danger in becoming familiar with God, because we can limit or miss Him, by expecting Him to be where He was, instead allowing our hunger to drive us to where He is! This man was powerful, and every prophecy he gave, he supported with scripture. The entire class was amazed by his accuracy, and notice all of the emotion and hype was bypassed and authenticity prevailed. He got to me and said “Gentleman in the back what is your name?” I responded “Christopher” He said “Do you have any children?” I said “No.” Thinking to myself maybe he ran out of accurate prophecies before he got to me. But he proceeded and told me that I will have a large Spiritual Family and many Spiritual Children. He said he that winneth souls is wise, and said I have the wisdom to win souls.” He then instructed the class to point their hands towards me and say in reference to winning souls “Go get em Tiger!” I was grateful that this prophecy had nothing to do with my immediate temporal situation, but with my intangible purpose on the earth. My prayer has been that God will give me a ministry that is so transparent, relevant, and powerful to reach anyone and everyone.
The scriptures he gave to support the word he gave me were:
KJV Proverbs 11:30 The fruit of the righteous is a tree of life; and he that winneth souls is wise.
KJV John 4:38 I sent you to reap that whereon ye bestowed no labor: other men laboured, and ye are entered into their labours.
Amidst learning about the Heidelberg Catechism, The Helvetic Confession, various doctrines and theologies, I did learn, allow nothing to satisfy your hunger for God. In a world where we measure progress, by fulfillment and completion, recognize the more you feed your appetite for God, the greater it will become. Now that I have relinquished my desire to complete my relationship with God and measure our relationship by man made benchmarks, I am falling in love with him all over again! Be relentless in your pursuit of God. KJV Matthew 5:6 Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled.
With all of this said, I could have easily hid behind my denominational and doctrinal walls, but hiding behind walls doesn’t benefit anyone. The real Holy Spirit, doesn’t come to divide but rather unite. I lowered my walls and shared the how my theology and beliefs come from scripture and not from denomination or tradition. I have met amazing people especially my small group who have a love and passion for God. We had a guest speaker, The Reverend Robert Whitaker, who contradicted Presbyterian tradition by embracing the Pentecostal experience and received, punishment, criticism, and in some cases ostracism. He firmly believes in the power of the Holy Ghost, open to manifestations and demonstrations of the Spirit, and of course speaking in tongues. When asked what prompted him to go beyond his tradition and denominational stance, he said it was hunger, that there was something more, that he wanted what they had. I pray that God will never allow me to become complacent, but that I will always be hungry for more of God, His presence, and His power.
Another speaker named Dick Mills; a powerful man who has been on the 700 Club over 13 times, spoke and then began to give words of prophecy. Immediately, J Moss came on in my mind “Everybody Ain’t got a word” “Here we go, no parking lot prophets, no get rich in 30 days, and how much will the offering be?” Notice here that I almost shut down my ability to receive based on my assumption that I already knew. There is a danger in becoming familiar with God, because we can limit or miss Him, by expecting Him to be where He was, instead allowing our hunger to drive us to where He is! This man was powerful, and every prophecy he gave, he supported with scripture. The entire class was amazed by his accuracy, and notice all of the emotion and hype was bypassed and authenticity prevailed. He got to me and said “Gentleman in the back what is your name?” I responded “Christopher” He said “Do you have any children?” I said “No.” Thinking to myself maybe he ran out of accurate prophecies before he got to me. But he proceeded and told me that I will have a large Spiritual Family and many Spiritual Children. He said he that winneth souls is wise, and said I have the wisdom to win souls.” He then instructed the class to point their hands towards me and say in reference to winning souls “Go get em Tiger!” I was grateful that this prophecy had nothing to do with my immediate temporal situation, but with my intangible purpose on the earth. My prayer has been that God will give me a ministry that is so transparent, relevant, and powerful to reach anyone and everyone.
The scriptures he gave to support the word he gave me were:
KJV Proverbs 11:30 The fruit of the righteous is a tree of life; and he that winneth souls is wise.
KJV John 4:38 I sent you to reap that whereon ye bestowed no labor: other men laboured, and ye are entered into their labours.
Amidst learning about the Heidelberg Catechism, The Helvetic Confession, various doctrines and theologies, I did learn, allow nothing to satisfy your hunger for God. In a world where we measure progress, by fulfillment and completion, recognize the more you feed your appetite for God, the greater it will become. Now that I have relinquished my desire to complete my relationship with God and measure our relationship by man made benchmarks, I am falling in love with him all over again! Be relentless in your pursuit of God. KJV Matthew 5:6 Blessed are they which do hunger and thirst after righteousness: for they shall be filled.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
ARE WE THERE YET?
I had a great weekend in Southern California ! I attended the Regional Teen Convention. I saw my goddaughter Hannah; she is so beautiful, listened to Eld. Shawn Tyson Friday night, (he is one of the best preachers of our generation), spoke on Saturday at the conference and Sunday at Emmanuel Temple in Lynwood . (What’s up Nisan?) The culmination of my weekend was the Worship and Arts Ministry Concert back home at Covenant Worship Center , which was nothing short of amazing!
After an eventful weekend, I took a moment this evening to check in with myself to discover how I am feeling, and to take a moment to discover where I am mentally, spiritually, emotionally, and physically. Like a car that needs proper maintenance in order to reach its optimal performance, we must take time to pull into the garage of our secret place, turn off the engine of life that is constantly running in our mind, and open the hood of our heart to discover where we are.
Bro. and Sis. Windom (they have a beautiful family who we have known for years. Their daughters used to watch me when I was younger, and now have families of their own) came to hear me speak and we went to an amazing Thai Restaurant after church. While eating dinner we began to reflect on the time when our families visited Yosemite . I remember having fun, but I also remember asking the all too familiar question, “Are we there yet?” I so anxiously desired to arrive at the destination, that I didn’t appreciate the journey. Now years later, I reflect and long for the journey that I took for granted as a child.
This same pattern manifests itself in my life. I am aspiring for my Masters Degree, but I am so frustrated with how long it is taking. I don’t know how my life will evolve naturally and spiritually, and this uncertainty plagues me. I keep asking God, “Are we there yet?” When I discover issues inside of me that I desire to work on such as impatience, my attitude, my responses to situations, I rarely celebrate improvements and I beat myself up over relapses, and fail to recognize that all of this is a part of the journey.
What is there? Was Noah there when he built the ark or when he came out of the ark after the flood? Was Joseph there when he was in the pit or the palace? Was Job there when he was living righteous before the trial came, when the trial was present, or after the trial when he received double? Was Jesus there when he was on Calvary or when he got up from the grave and declared that all power is given unto me? What if I am there right now and I don’t know it? The answer is everywhere is there. If you remove any of these events you tamper with the process of these bible characters, and if you tamper with the process you can affect the product.
You are there. Wherever the presence of God is, is there. Don’t overlook or devalue, but rather enjoy your process, KJV Philippians 1:6 Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ
After an eventful weekend, I took a moment this evening to check in with myself to discover how I am feeling, and to take a moment to discover where I am mentally, spiritually, emotionally, and physically. Like a car that needs proper maintenance in order to reach its optimal performance, we must take time to pull into the garage of our secret place, turn off the engine of life that is constantly running in our mind, and open the hood of our heart to discover where we are.
Bro. and Sis. Windom (they have a beautiful family who we have known for years. Their daughters used to watch me when I was younger, and now have families of their own) came to hear me speak and we went to an amazing Thai Restaurant after church. While eating dinner we began to reflect on the time when our families visited Yosemite . I remember having fun, but I also remember asking the all too familiar question, “Are we there yet?” I so anxiously desired to arrive at the destination, that I didn’t appreciate the journey. Now years later, I reflect and long for the journey that I took for granted as a child.
This same pattern manifests itself in my life. I am aspiring for my Masters Degree, but I am so frustrated with how long it is taking. I don’t know how my life will evolve naturally and spiritually, and this uncertainty plagues me. I keep asking God, “Are we there yet?” When I discover issues inside of me that I desire to work on such as impatience, my attitude, my responses to situations, I rarely celebrate improvements and I beat myself up over relapses, and fail to recognize that all of this is a part of the journey.
What is there? Was Noah there when he built the ark or when he came out of the ark after the flood? Was Joseph there when he was in the pit or the palace? Was Job there when he was living righteous before the trial came, when the trial was present, or after the trial when he received double? Was Jesus there when he was on Calvary or when he got up from the grave and declared that all power is given unto me? What if I am there right now and I don’t know it? The answer is everywhere is there. If you remove any of these events you tamper with the process of these bible characters, and if you tamper with the process you can affect the product.
You are there. Wherever the presence of God is, is there. Don’t overlook or devalue, but rather enjoy your process, KJV Philippians 1:6 Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ
Saturday, June 14, 2008
SuMMeR-tiMe!!
What's Up CWC Youth and Young Adults?!
Summertime is here! I'm subconsciously hearing DJ Jazzy Jeff and the Fresh Prince in the background, playing "...Summer, Summer, Summertime, Time to sit back and unwind." (For people under the age of 21 you have no clue what I'm talking about... google it! lol) I miss the days of summer when it seemed like for a season responsibilities would vanish and the only thing on the agenda was having fun. Now instead of the sun, pressure becomes the source of heat, causing drops of worry, anxiety, and frustration to bead against my forehead, but one thing remains true, He that dwells in the secret place of the Most High, shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty, God is the best source of shade.
I was meditating on the word that Pastor preached Sunday morning, and God really met me. I can't stress it enough there is something special that takes place when all distractions of television, radio, computers, and telephones are off and its just quiet time with God, it is as if you can hear Him speak so clearly in that still small voice. (I Kings 19:12).
I have been thinking about how genuine worship requires us to empty ourselves of everything we are, so God can fill us with all of who He is. This is not always easily accomplished. Think about all that we are, our past, our preconceived notions, everything we have been taught right or wrong has made us who we are today, and God requires us relinquish all of it and lay it at His feet. Paul said in Philippians 3:1-10, (please read it is really fascinating) everything that he's learned and obtained he counted it as dung (rubbish, refuse...I could go into further detail, but I'll stop right there) so that he could win Christ.
My desire for my Christ is present, but the question is does my desire for Jesus, supersede my desire to hold on and maintain me? My behavior has been shaped by my experiences, and I am not sure if I want to be that vulnerable before God or anyone else, because I place myself in jeopardy of being hurt. Or if I let go of what I love the most, what will I be left with? I will submit to you that whatever you are holding on to is occupying the space that God wants to have in your life. With God it is all or nothing. Paul begs us that we present our bodies a living sacrifice holy and acceptable to God, and doesn't deem this a large request, but calls it our reasonable service. (Romans 12:1) I am adopting Paul's mentality of dying daily (I Corinthians 15:31) Less of me and more of Jesus is my prayer. When we let go completely of who we and relinquish control to God He can mold us and make us in his image and in his likeness, and prepares us for all that he wants to deposit in us.
Just as Pastor Woods spoke to us, IF my people who are called by name, shall humble themselves and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and heal their land. Here is the prescription for a move of God! This summer, let's turn up the heat. Let's take our individual relationships with God to another level through empting ourselves, so God can fill us with His presence and power.
This Summer I want to see everyone at our Christian Education Sessions, the young adult classes have truly become word encounters with God, and thank you all for your biblical questions via phone and email, they have stretched me and caused my to dig deeper in the word for biblical answers. Regardless of which service you attend, please participate in Christian Education. Also Bible Study is imperative, so that we can gain be shaped through solid biblical teaching. On each 3rd Saturday @ 12 noon it will be a day for the family, youth and young adults will meet right here at the church for a few hours of spiritual enrichment, fun, and fellowship. Don't miss it! I am striving for at least 50 young adults on 3rd Saturday! Finally, just a sneak peak of events to come... 1.) We are working on a youth blog page will let you know the release date for that. 2.) On July 31st we will be attending a youth conference in Stockton , and riding down together, and then going to dinner afterwards. 3.) Our Fall all night prayer will be perhaps the greatest one we have ever had, it will be "A Walk through the Temple " that's all I can say right now, it is going to be crazy!!!
I love you all more than you will ever know. Call or email anytime! mrchrisf@hotmail.com or 510 823 4389.
Blessings,
Christopher FosterYouth Pastor, Covenant Worship Centeraka Pastor Chris aka PC (Mahini and Tonesha) aka PastoferFoster (Ain) aka C-Note (Brandelyn, Jennifer, Tiana, Lal, Terrance) Those are all of the nicknames I could think that you all have given thus far...wait aka Fireman (Leandrew and Kasey)
Summertime is here! I'm subconsciously hearing DJ Jazzy Jeff and the Fresh Prince in the background, playing "...Summer, Summer, Summertime, Time to sit back and unwind." (For people under the age of 21 you have no clue what I'm talking about... google it! lol) I miss the days of summer when it seemed like for a season responsibilities would vanish and the only thing on the agenda was having fun. Now instead of the sun, pressure becomes the source of heat, causing drops of worry, anxiety, and frustration to bead against my forehead, but one thing remains true, He that dwells in the secret place of the Most High, shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty, God is the best source of shade.
I was meditating on the word that Pastor preached Sunday morning, and God really met me. I can't stress it enough there is something special that takes place when all distractions of television, radio, computers, and telephones are off and its just quiet time with God, it is as if you can hear Him speak so clearly in that still small voice. (I Kings 19:12).
I have been thinking about how genuine worship requires us to empty ourselves of everything we are, so God can fill us with all of who He is. This is not always easily accomplished. Think about all that we are, our past, our preconceived notions, everything we have been taught right or wrong has made us who we are today, and God requires us relinquish all of it and lay it at His feet. Paul said in Philippians 3:1-10, (please read it is really fascinating) everything that he's learned and obtained he counted it as dung (rubbish, refuse...I could go into further detail, but I'll stop right there) so that he could win Christ.
My desire for my Christ is present, but the question is does my desire for Jesus, supersede my desire to hold on and maintain me? My behavior has been shaped by my experiences, and I am not sure if I want to be that vulnerable before God or anyone else, because I place myself in jeopardy of being hurt. Or if I let go of what I love the most, what will I be left with? I will submit to you that whatever you are holding on to is occupying the space that God wants to have in your life. With God it is all or nothing. Paul begs us that we present our bodies a living sacrifice holy and acceptable to God, and doesn't deem this a large request, but calls it our reasonable service. (Romans 12:1) I am adopting Paul's mentality of dying daily (I Corinthians 15:31) Less of me and more of Jesus is my prayer. When we let go completely of who we and relinquish control to God He can mold us and make us in his image and in his likeness, and prepares us for all that he wants to deposit in us.
Just as Pastor Woods spoke to us, IF my people who are called by name, shall humble themselves and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and heal their land. Here is the prescription for a move of God! This summer, let's turn up the heat. Let's take our individual relationships with God to another level through empting ourselves, so God can fill us with His presence and power.
This Summer I want to see everyone at our Christian Education Sessions, the young adult classes have truly become word encounters with God, and thank you all for your biblical questions via phone and email, they have stretched me and caused my to dig deeper in the word for biblical answers. Regardless of which service you attend, please participate in Christian Education. Also Bible Study is imperative, so that we can gain be shaped through solid biblical teaching. On each 3rd Saturday @ 12 noon it will be a day for the family, youth and young adults will meet right here at the church for a few hours of spiritual enrichment, fun, and fellowship. Don't miss it! I am striving for at least 50 young adults on 3rd Saturday! Finally, just a sneak peak of events to come... 1.) We are working on a youth blog page will let you know the release date for that. 2.) On July 31st we will be attending a youth conference in Stockton , and riding down together, and then going to dinner afterwards. 3.) Our Fall all night prayer will be perhaps the greatest one we have ever had, it will be "A Walk through the Temple " that's all I can say right now, it is going to be crazy!!!
I love you all more than you will ever know. Call or email anytime! mrchrisf@hotmail.com or 510 823 4389.
Blessings,
Christopher FosterYouth Pastor, Covenant Worship Centeraka Pastor Chris aka PC (Mahini and Tonesha) aka PastoferFoster (Ain) aka C-Note (Brandelyn, Jennifer, Tiana, Lal, Terrance) Those are all of the nicknames I could think that you all have given thus far...wait aka Fireman (Leandrew and Kasey)
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
WOW!
Praise the Lord Youth and Young Adults!
(sorry its long, I got inspired lol)I am still buzzing from such a powerful Youth and Young Adult weekend Experience at the Cov! On Saturday we had our Covenant High session which is a component of our 3rd Saturday Family Day of Ministry. On Sunday we had 2 powerful services where we used the story of Rachel and Leah to declare to the enemy that "It Stops Here." We had an wonderful Young Adult Christian Education Session, and culminated the weekend with K2's (aka Sam Russell) album release concert (get the cd I bought 4 copies!).Saturday was particularly special because Covenant High allowed me to sit and listen to some of the most insightful, real, and honest High School students I have ever met. We celebrated our triumphs, shared our problems and challenges, and gained biblical insight and direction. Big shout out to Covenant High for being so real and for taking so many risks! Everyone left feeling connected and stronger.It is ironic that the same issues facing High School Students, are the same issues facing adults. Saturday we addressed self esteem and the importance of defining ourselves and our value by what God says instead of what society and those around us may say. We also delved into relationship issues (family, friends, co workers, dating, marriage, etc.) and financial pressures. We furthered our discussion by tackling the subject of our personal relationship with God, and the importance of recognizing and knowing His voice and surrendering our will and having enough faith to trust His will.My prayer for 2008 has been that God would grant our youth and young adults with tangible growth. As the year progresses we could actually look back and see clearly how we have gotten stronger and closer to God. It is my desire that the "next level" wouldn't be this abstract thing that we discuss and never obtain, but would actually be achieved in every area of our lives, spiritually, educationally, and socially. In prior e mails I have addressed the educational and social aspects (and we have much coming ahead) but for this e mail I want to focus on Spiritual development, in hopes that we will all intensify our pursuit towards the things of God.With that said, allow me to share some principles that will aid in assisting our spiritual growth:The first is prayer. Now I know you have heard this one before, but for real Prayer is a secret weapon that many Christians do not take advantage of. It is as if the enemy has given prayer a bad rap, because he knows the potential impact that it has. Prayer is simply communicating to God with sincerity from your heart, not only talking, but allowing Him to speak back. If you think you are too busy to pray, I would argue that you are too busy NOT to pray. Acknowledge God in all of your ways and he will direct your path.Fasting is another weapon that literally will pull down strongholds. What you feed gets stronger. When you abstain from food and feed your Spirit, through bible reading and prayer, you are literally giving your Spirit power to withstand whatever the enemy sends your way. When you fast there is a memo sent from your Spirit to your flesh, reminding the flesh that the Spirit is running things, and the flesh must recognize and follow the Spirit. Be careful with this one, because I guarantee you, the closer you get to God, the closer you are going to want to get! You will become a God chaser and addicted to His presence.In addition to prayer and fasting, Bible reading is essential. The only way to familiarize yourself with the voice of God is to interact with His word. In addition to preparing for Christian Education, read various passages about individuals who match your situation, and discover how they responded to their situation. The bible is truly like a map, it is a lamp unto our feet and a light unto our path. Do not be that person who has a map in the glove compartment, but refueses to look at it, becasue you already know. Do not come to a dead end when God wants you to reach your destiny!Finally the last principal I will suggest is consistent church attendance. Honestly, let me keep it real, Sunday morning isn't enough. In addition to Sunday Morning, attend bible study on Wednesday, and a small group ministry (Covenant High, Covenant Jr. High, Young Adult Christian Education,) This diet will not only strengthen you spiritually, but will establish a healthy spiritual lifestyle that will foster your development for years to come. Connection is essential for strength. While their is an individaul annointing it pales in comparrison to a coorporate annointing like the one on the day of Pentecost, when they were all with one accord and one place.There is no way possible that you could implement these spiritual principles and not experince significant spiritual growth. I am not going to front, life is hard. I've expereinced both tradgedies and triumphs in my walk with Christ, but what has sustained me were biblical principles. There are certain things that I do, and certain things that I don't do, (even though I have desired to do some of the things I don't do!) becaue it isn't who I am. In the absence of principles our life can spin out of control. I grew up in church and there were many times when I was present, but my heart and mind were not. Now I am discovering how those principles sustained me until my heart and mind could catch up. We have an opportunity like no other, to personally experience growth, and to impact our community in ways that are unprecedented. The next revival can start with us, and these principles are the foundation for that next level we have been talking about and dreaming about, now is the time where are dreams will become reality!So to aid to our connection I need from you all:1.) Name 2.) Demographic (Jr. High,(grade level) Sr. High (grade level), College (freshman, etc) post college) 3.) phone number 4. email address.I love you all more than you will ever know and will stop at nothing to ensure that we are all those who are ready for the immenent return of Jesus!
Blessings,Youth Pastor Christopher
(sorry its long, I got inspired lol)I am still buzzing from such a powerful Youth and Young Adult weekend Experience at the Cov! On Saturday we had our Covenant High session which is a component of our 3rd Saturday Family Day of Ministry. On Sunday we had 2 powerful services where we used the story of Rachel and Leah to declare to the enemy that "It Stops Here." We had an wonderful Young Adult Christian Education Session, and culminated the weekend with K2's (aka Sam Russell) album release concert (get the cd I bought 4 copies!).Saturday was particularly special because Covenant High allowed me to sit and listen to some of the most insightful, real, and honest High School students I have ever met. We celebrated our triumphs, shared our problems and challenges, and gained biblical insight and direction. Big shout out to Covenant High for being so real and for taking so many risks! Everyone left feeling connected and stronger.It is ironic that the same issues facing High School Students, are the same issues facing adults. Saturday we addressed self esteem and the importance of defining ourselves and our value by what God says instead of what society and those around us may say. We also delved into relationship issues (family, friends, co workers, dating, marriage, etc.) and financial pressures. We furthered our discussion by tackling the subject of our personal relationship with God, and the importance of recognizing and knowing His voice and surrendering our will and having enough faith to trust His will.My prayer for 2008 has been that God would grant our youth and young adults with tangible growth. As the year progresses we could actually look back and see clearly how we have gotten stronger and closer to God. It is my desire that the "next level" wouldn't be this abstract thing that we discuss and never obtain, but would actually be achieved in every area of our lives, spiritually, educationally, and socially. In prior e mails I have addressed the educational and social aspects (and we have much coming ahead) but for this e mail I want to focus on Spiritual development, in hopes that we will all intensify our pursuit towards the things of God.With that said, allow me to share some principles that will aid in assisting our spiritual growth:The first is prayer. Now I know you have heard this one before, but for real Prayer is a secret weapon that many Christians do not take advantage of. It is as if the enemy has given prayer a bad rap, because he knows the potential impact that it has. Prayer is simply communicating to God with sincerity from your heart, not only talking, but allowing Him to speak back. If you think you are too busy to pray, I would argue that you are too busy NOT to pray. Acknowledge God in all of your ways and he will direct your path.Fasting is another weapon that literally will pull down strongholds. What you feed gets stronger. When you abstain from food and feed your Spirit, through bible reading and prayer, you are literally giving your Spirit power to withstand whatever the enemy sends your way. When you fast there is a memo sent from your Spirit to your flesh, reminding the flesh that the Spirit is running things, and the flesh must recognize and follow the Spirit. Be careful with this one, because I guarantee you, the closer you get to God, the closer you are going to want to get! You will become a God chaser and addicted to His presence.In addition to prayer and fasting, Bible reading is essential. The only way to familiarize yourself with the voice of God is to interact with His word. In addition to preparing for Christian Education, read various passages about individuals who match your situation, and discover how they responded to their situation. The bible is truly like a map, it is a lamp unto our feet and a light unto our path. Do not be that person who has a map in the glove compartment, but refueses to look at it, becasue you already know. Do not come to a dead end when God wants you to reach your destiny!Finally the last principal I will suggest is consistent church attendance. Honestly, let me keep it real, Sunday morning isn't enough. In addition to Sunday Morning, attend bible study on Wednesday, and a small group ministry (Covenant High, Covenant Jr. High, Young Adult Christian Education,) This diet will not only strengthen you spiritually, but will establish a healthy spiritual lifestyle that will foster your development for years to come. Connection is essential for strength. While their is an individaul annointing it pales in comparrison to a coorporate annointing like the one on the day of Pentecost, when they were all with one accord and one place.There is no way possible that you could implement these spiritual principles and not experince significant spiritual growth. I am not going to front, life is hard. I've expereinced both tradgedies and triumphs in my walk with Christ, but what has sustained me were biblical principles. There are certain things that I do, and certain things that I don't do, (even though I have desired to do some of the things I don't do!) becaue it isn't who I am. In the absence of principles our life can spin out of control. I grew up in church and there were many times when I was present, but my heart and mind were not. Now I am discovering how those principles sustained me until my heart and mind could catch up. We have an opportunity like no other, to personally experience growth, and to impact our community in ways that are unprecedented. The next revival can start with us, and these principles are the foundation for that next level we have been talking about and dreaming about, now is the time where are dreams will become reality!So to aid to our connection I need from you all:1.) Name 2.) Demographic (Jr. High,(grade level) Sr. High (grade level), College (freshman, etc) post college) 3.) phone number 4. email address.I love you all more than you will ever know and will stop at nothing to ensure that we are all those who are ready for the immenent return of Jesus!
Blessings,Youth Pastor Christopher
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